nf0undz


QiHui
08June1990
Temasek Poly

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♥ Monday, December 14, 2009
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY DARLING!! :D

His birthday on 13 Dec, cut cake on 12 Dec.. :D



22:59 | nf0undz

♥ Thursday, December 3, 2009
Soundtrack
I want 海派甜心 OST! :(

爱疯头 - Mr Pig
爱不单行 - Mr Pig
生理时钟 - Mr Pig
执着 - Rainie

I can't find full proper one..

倒数12天
Why do we feel your change of attitude towards us?
Are we thinking too much? Or is this true?
Realised everytime someone reminds me you are a good guy..
But why do i feel you are good but something is hiding in there?
Its so much scarier.
Am i thinking too much? Really really hope i am.
The feeling of doing something wrong and unecessary and afraid of being disliked.
:(


00:06 | nf0undz

♥ Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Welcome December!!
YAY! Its finally December, the month i have been waiting for the past 5 months since July 13.
Another 13 working days more..
HEHE!
Please ask me out! I wanna get a life.. haha..
but i still feel like watching shows and game.. hehe =x
darling cut his finger when he accidentally put his finger into the fan.. ouchhh!
becareful!! please apply the yellow ointment :(

really love the korean songs.. haha.. did i mention i feel like learning korean language? :p
i realised i forget a lot of things that i did and said..
oh no.. even grace, jess, huiling they all realised.. oh noooo..
i didnt hv any idea i did asked and said the exact same thing before..
even aft they tell me..
zzzz whats wrong.. am i dreaming?

my feet stinks.. and im really depressed abt it..
nvm. aft 18 Dec, i can let my feet breathe :D

can anyone teach me how to put eyeliner? haha =x


00:30 | nf0undz

♥ Sunday, November 29, 2009
You're Beautiful
Yo~ Finished watching You're Beautiful this week. HEHES! ITS A SUPER SUPER NICE KOREAN SHOW! Please go and watch it! haha.. its really nice :D







Jang Geun Suk is so cute! haha! He's also the one who acts in Beethoven Virus.. which i have watched and mentioned few posts ago.. Really good actor ;)

The OSTs are very nice!!! As you can hear.. its the first few songs in my playlist ^^ 真的真的很好看也很好听!! 没有骗你! :D

So sad that i have finished the show! arghh wanna re-watch it all over again.. how i wish theres part 2 or what.. hehe.. every episode is so exciting.. gogo watch!
Really feel like learning korean.. so i can watch and understand without referring to subtitles and able to sing korean songs without looking at romanji lyrics.. although i have watched several korean dramas before, this show really made me wanna go learn.. haha.. who knows? maybe one day i can even talk Jang Geun Suk :D HAHA.. and and Rain! have you watch Ninja Assasin by the way? Its also very nice.. haha.. every part is so exciting and very bloodyyy! yeah~~

Gonna catch mediacorp's Together on mobtv now.. keke~


Countdown 15 working days of attachment.. ZZZ! Really gonna die from it.. Given so many tasks.. Feel that is because i am leaving.. thats why he give me so many things to do! Previous tasks already don't know how to do.. having problems.. yet he still keep giving me so many difficult tasks.. the main point is i don't even wanna do it.. im not even interested and like it.. you keep giving me more and more things.. it just simply make me not wanna do anything at all.. didnt i already did a lot of things which i have no choice.. and dont wanna do de things..? Yah.. i know you dont know about this, so forget it.. i just need to tolerate another 15 working days.. and it will all be over.. i have already tolerate 5 months plus, i am sure i can tolerate another 15 days.. by the end of this attachment, i will really be "proud" of myself to be able to go through this 6 months.. and that i listened to my friends who told me to just tahan this 6 months.. and not to do anything silly. For my 19 years, this 6 months is really the most unhappy time i have gone through. Maybe like you said, i really don't know how to reject, and say NO to you. Anyway you won't be reading this. Anyway if you do, this attachment has already been over :) So everything will be okay.

Had a wierd nightmare this morning.. Dreamt about world war in Singapore.. and there are explosions everywhere and theres a lorry gonna drive some people to somewhere safe.. and we are not sure if we wanna follow the lorry.. it may take us to somewhere safe.. but along the way, who knows we might meet the baddies and get killed.. So in the end we didnt follow the lorry.. Hid here and there, went home and packed our clothes and things.. Wow.. its scary when i woke up and heart is thumping.. went back to sleep and continue the war.. =.=zz
When will i ever have good dreams?? :( Im always having nightmare.. :(

讲了一大段, 最后总结.. 记得要去看 "原来是美男啊"! :D


21:44 | nf0undz

♥ Wednesday, November 18, 2009
21天
剩下一个月
虽然知道很快就过去,但是还很痛苦。
每天想着回到学校会更快乐
再忍耐多一下下
拜托让时间快点过去 =(

刚刚看完一部韩剧 - 白雪公主。
真的没有听过。。但是蛮好看的 :D
之前想要快点看到女主角变美的时候,所以一直fast forward.
到后面真的很exciting!! 很好看啊! ^^



那天和仲轩去看2012。。超好看的啦!
喜欢世界末日那种戏 :)

已经有几天没和她说话了 haii..
无所谓吧。。真的真的不想做什么了
工作已经够累了。。
今年好像没有一件事是顺利的。。 Haizz

真的很想去唱k
有时候我太过担心别人会不喜欢我,讨厌我
真的不想自己在这样了
放下一些东西,也许我会更快乐。
真的很多事情想要去做
也真的受不了每次控制不了自己
看戏看到这么晚! 真是活该!

现在只是想这一切快点结束 =(


21:51 | nf0undz

♥ Saturday, November 14, 2009
Ytd walked arnd bugis alone while waiting for dar to finish sch..
Felt really really bored.. purposely walked one big rnd to waste time..
Didnt want to go home to see my family.
Came home today and the moment i came back,
heard her voice and for the first time, felt very irritated.
really hate her.
am i wrong in the first place?
the moment i saw the shorts, i called her immediately to see if she wants it or not..
cos i know shes looking for it.. trying hard to explain and hope she und..
in the end i only bought hers cos theres no other size left for me..
even ask my fren to help me hold her shorts while i try other shorts..
cos its the last piece and still afraid other ppl will take..
haiz.. for wad i do all these..
trying hard to explain to her tt it cannot be refunded and theres no size left at all..
but this is all wad i got..
really see no point in helping them already..
haha wad a family i have..
father and mother i love you?
lol.. i really do but everytime u all are trying hard to make me hate u all..
im really scared.. and feel really left out..
doesnt matter if im here or not..
cos nobody doesnt even care..
im just too extra.. really really dunno why am i still here..
its really funny i slapped myself just to let my specs drop and break rite..
really funny tt i hit my ownself till my hands become numb and blood clots on my thighs which appear to be really ugly..
do you knw how lonely i left.. how much i wish for more love..
how much i feel like hiding myself in a corner.. and to hide from my family..
how much i dun even wanna to see them anymore again..
how much i wanna cherish them but hate them..
why..

seems like im spinning myself..
getting crazier and crazier..
finding out how overdose can kill..
imaginations running wild
and scared of myself..
keep trembling and telling myself its ok its ok its ok..
does this world really suck?

也许不是他们讨厌我
只是我太讨厌自己了
我到底做错了什么?
真的很怕自己神经兮兮的


17:35 | nf0undz

♥ Wednesday, November 4, 2009
不想要等到失去后才来后悔。
Realised how unimportant i am to my family and friends.
Hais.. wad a failure..

Yeah~ Niece arrived last week 28th October 2009! Wednesday~
SHES SOOO CUTE!!! hehe.. rite rite rite?





tinking lots of things..
and wonder.. if i shld change.......... ah nvm

got the urge to stop all my facebook games..
ask me out~~ ahh
i shld see the world more..
haha

Hi My Sweetheart is finally out last Sunday :)
Haiz.. today really not geng.. why do everyone seem to tink it tt way..
even my mum..
what dar said really make sense to me..
and i feel it will really happen when the day comes..
cos its happening already..
really hope i could do more.. to make things better..
alright?

its really hard.. to balance both sides..
haiz.. really hate SIP to the core..
i know tt i shld change the way i tink about some things..
but i really dunno why am i so stubborn..
to keep thinking only the negative side..
and blinded to see that there is really no positive side..
i just wish this internship can end..

i want to change for the better :(
please help me..
hope u all can understand me better..
many times, i really really dunno how i shld do..
what decisions i shld make..
sometimes im tinking.. do i need help?
or its only me who i can help myself?
everyone got their own problems..
mayb mine is just a smaller one :(

i dun wan to be so lazy anymore..
to my family.. to my frens..
sometimes im just scared..
so afraid one day.. i will go screw loose because im too scared..
really dun wan tt to happen :(

ahhh qihui..... cheer up..
dun be so depressed anymore..


18:51 | nf0undz

♥ Tuesday, October 27, 2009
有人是真正的心的吗?
Haiyo..
Squeezing 3 person in a room :(
Felt like im the one gonna get squeezed out :(
My mei seem to feel like my jie instead..

Air refresheners are so expensive!

Jiayou to kahyi sister :)
Hope her birth goes smoothly..
the next time shes back, is with the baby!
yippeeee!! ^^
HEHE! feels happy for her..
Niece coming out on 28th October 2009 :D


23:13 | nf0undz

omggg please watch 下一站, 幸福..

its really nice!! never bluff u ^^

hehe. happy that Zewin sis and Yanteen sis are both watching shows that i intro-ed. hehe! seeing them continue watching the whole show.. :D

wanna buy air-refreshener for my room.. and.. a hair clip.. hehe.. today on bus saw a lady tied her long straight hair with a nice clip.. whee~ wanna go see see :D really nice leh.. i hope she didnt notice i keep seeing her hair.. haha..

awww. i wanna buy the bubble hair dye again! weixiong dyed his hair for 1 hr.. omgg tink i wanna try 45 mins next time.. regret rushing to dye the other time :(

My niece is coming out on 28 Oct! My sis sure very nervous.. but 加油加油 ok? ^^
There are some pics of her stomach with the baby inside!! in Yanteen mei mei's blog.. and you can see my da jie leg very bloated :( 可怜..

Left 8 weeks of attachment.. omg 我也好可怜.. :(


00:01 | nf0undz

♥ Sunday, October 18, 2009
Shows
Hellooo
Few Saturdays ago went Fareast to shop with my er jie :)
Bought a lot things!
haha.. even bought and tried the bubble hair dye!
As time was too rush when i did it, the colour not tt obvious :(


Celene & Zhi Rong's Wedding on Saturday, 26 September 2009.
Wish them live together happily forever ^^
More pictures on facebook.. :)




Hehe.. thanks birdie for accompany me to TM levis to buy jeans today! :D
Finally got a wearable jeans!
Yeah~ trade in my old jeans to have $50 off.. :)
Had lunch with her at CS food court.. and chit chat~

Haiii.
I still left another 9 weeks.
9 seems a small number..
But to see it as 2 months and 1 week.. ITS SUPER LONGGG
ahhhhhhh
why huh!! why am i there.. zzz
getting headaches nowadays at work.
really difficult. haiz
sometimes i wished i didnt know c# programming..

im really very bored now.. watched finish so many shows~
including Baby Bonus 添丁发财!
ANDDDD BEETHOVEN VIRUS! hahaha
wahhh Jang Geun Suk is really cute!!~
haha.. but still i prefer Prince~
but nowadays dun have much of his news :'(

no idea why this week dun have Amber's show ep..
but nvm.. tml can watch ep 3 for Autumn Concerto le :D
SUPER NICE!!



Theres also another new show today! Momo Love!

Rainie and Show Luo's 海派甜心 will be out on 1st Nov! :D


I wanna watch 聽說! BUT i find everywhere also dun have. SIGHHH!
Anybody got any idea where i can watch this??? Let me know~~~ Thanks! :D

Shall end here today. My December~~ AHHHH

By the way, going Hong Kong next year March ^^
期待~



21:42 | nf0undz

♥ Wednesday, September 30, 2009
我是沈琪惠
人是自私的吧?
感觉不被重视
有没有我,对你们来说不重要。
有时候在想,我到底有没有朋友。
想找个人谈心,想找个人一起吃晚餐
想找个人一起游泳,跑步
想找个人陪我走走。
很可悲吧。

被隐瞒了这么久,我并不是生气。
是伤心,失望。

晚上自己哭。
真的想会有谁在乎我的存在。
这么辛苦的活下去是为了什么。
一次又一次告诉自己
醒来候一切会更好。
但从来也没有。

梦想是要怎么追?
真的会有那么一天吗?


23:49 | nf0undz