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♥ Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Wretch
22:31 | nf0undz
♥ Sunday, March 7, 2010
Photos in FB
Happy Birthday Da Jie~ 5th March
and...... Happy Birthday Mei~ 6th March Yeah~ so ytd on the 6th went Sentosa with darling.. SCDF Family Day thus theres lots of discount priviledges.. was really warm but really fun~! amazed with the first look of the Resort World's castle.. hahaha! was really excited! furthermore we went underwater world.. dolphin show.. skyride.. which i was really scared :( i dun understand why everyone else can free their hand and just enjoy their ride.. i felt like the rope will snap anytime or we might just drop down like that.. and everything is over! but lucky nth happened.. safe and sound blogging here :) really amazed how the dolphin location renovated.. it was SO MUCH DIFFERENT from the first time i saw dolphin show there.. hahaha.. the seals and dolphins were really really cute!!! see the way they move around and how they performed.. wow.. im still very amazed how humans can communicate with them :D the way they ate fishes looked so greedy~~ hahaha so cuteeee!! wanna keep one of the dolphin as my pet one day!!!! =x you know.. i actually felt like crying when i saw the seals enclosed in a transparent box.. after performing.. they looked pitiful being moved away just like that.. yah, but wad else can i expect rite? they might hv treat them really good behind too~ cos i believe all the trainers love them and of cos, love animals~ ^^ so, i find myself really silly. so on the way home, i kept asking dar stupid qns like how do people knw we need money and actually knw wad is money! and how do they knw how to build aeroplanes that can FLY! build ships that can travel on water.. bombs that can bomb =x and i still dunno why humans even exists.. who is the first person then? how does he/she come about? o.0 its really wierd.. or is it just me? thanks darling for just now's enjoyable day! :) bought fishballs home and mum cooked porridge for me which was super yummy~ didnt expect it to turn out so good cos its me whom tell her wad to put in~ hahaha.. did she put in any secret recipe? ^^ yah.. was really troubled wad to bring to hk.. seriously dunno how cold is it.. very? or acceptable? haisss so troubled. and i realised i keep wearing the same old clothes everyday!! and now.. i seriously no much clothes to bring.. really wish i got the money to shop for everything i want now.. hehe! bringing my OmniaII to act as my camera for the trip. aww. learn to be satisfied~ hais feeling quite bad now. nitex le.. 01:07 | nf0undz
♥ Wednesday, March 3, 2010
It's Over
Dun wan to mention that its been a mth since i updated my blog.. but its the fact.. haha.. cny is over~ hope everyone had fun~ :D hk trip next tues~ my longest trip overseas.. cos i seldom travel.. not much $$ thou.. so i shall go take a look and take photos ok? ;)
sad to say.. spent my cny without my sony camera.. its not stolen but its gone.. hais.. still brooding over this.. afterall its not very cheap althou i only fork out 20% of it.. shall get another one.. aft i manage to change iphone ok? aww.. will money fall from the sky please? MP is over.. but still need to go back sch to do some touch-ups for IT Project show which i will not be involved bcos of my hk trip.. sry to jw n birdie :( didnt mean to ps the 2 of u.. its really very hard to say how u feel.. and wad u want.. when u r always thinking for others every now and then.. results in making me sad for not getting wad i want.. or getting ppl und wad im thinking.. its v difficult to be human.. but other than being a human, wad else can i be huh? so its v wierd.. i mean the tings i say.. great.. im not making any sense.. so wad im trying to say jus now.. MP is over.. and tt means im graduating soon.. and.. i really blame myself for not having the courage to pursue wad i really want.. like i said long ago, i really need courage, confidence, opportunity and luck.. hais.. qihui ah qihui.. so, for not having the courage to do so, i actually went to search for alternatives related to it.. hope the job scope is interesting.. and lets first hope they ask me to go for the interview ok? shall apply aft my hk trip :) thinking of it every single day.. how depressed can it be.. keep telling myself to take it easy and relax.. :( grats to myself i have not been exercising.. great.. yeah~ continue to watch show and dota ok.. zzz bth myself.. gonna slp soon.. byebye le.. :D 01:14 | nf0undz
♥ Monday, February 8, 2010
Unlucky day~
Lost~ Accident~ Haizz Hope bel bel's face recover soon :( haven even see.. hear le jiu xin tong.. imagine kahyi.. papa and mama feelings.. haiss more xin tong.. 23:23 | nf0undz
♥ Sunday, January 24, 2010
我真的很想大哭一场 ='(
It's funny when you feel bad, you asked me, I told you not to do, but you die die still want to do, but you still feel bad.. haha.. So why bother? Why bother about me? If you did nothing wrong, you need not feel guilty or feel bad.. and I will not have anything to make you feel bad.. right? Maybe you don't know how much I didn't like it.. 真的很想放弃这一切 我就不用那么辛苦了 09:38 | nf0undz
♥ Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Ashlyn
hais.. feeling really empty now..
really dunno how to describe this feeling.. but i feel very moody right now :( really must learn to accept how ideas clashes one another.. afraid how things will turn out after graduation.. need to make plans already.. everytime think of it, im really not happy about it.. how am i able to achieve it.. what if i say, i dun have other options in mind? does that mean i die die have to think of other options? hais.. is it okay to still have childish taste? why am i still not attracted to mature clothings and bags? is there smth wrong? lol anyway, Happy 4 years 7 months to darling on 19 January 2010. but seriously speaking, i still want to see wangzi :D and then.. say hi to him ^^ at least, its not as bad as SIP.. starting part-time this Friday till 12 Feb.. aww need some $$ for hk trip.. dun leave me out :( 00:38 | nf0undz
♥ Friday, January 8, 2010
Hope its not obvious.
hais.. just now i typed my blog entry already..
and bcos of other window not responding, it closed my blogger windows.. zzz and so.......... wad i have previously typed is all gone.. great.. last few weeks watched Caroline, Nine, Ratatouille, Cloudy Meatball. and watched the back part of UP in Singtel shop.. ytd nite watched 听说 online.. tears and laughters.. great show.. :) very interesting to me.. haha.. tot tt show was out long ago in Taiwan and tot its not appearing in SG.. the other day saw the picture in Cathay website.. surprised :D if u read my blog, i mentioned this show few posts back.. Ivy Chen Yi Han really cute and pretty! pretty like Rainie :D and and!! Eddie Peng Yu Yan.. hes sooooo cute! aww like them both a lot.. i watched their dramas and movies before :D i finally used the mask i bought the other time at faceshop ytd.. i really must eat lesser, eat more fruits and exercise more.. kind of excited bout hk trip on march.. but at the same time, so much worries and things im afraid spinning around in my head.. well, i just tell myself.. if i keep thinking, it will happen.. but knowing wad actually happened be4, im really quite worried.. althou its just a small thing.. but.. its just a feeling uncomfortable inside me.. :( hais its really very scary to know people like them.. maybe im thinking too much but maybe its true.. how close you can be with them.. the closer, the greater disappointment and hurt keeping things and lying don't know wads true or wads not.. knowing everyone has 2 faces, just how scary it can be.. hais.. or maybe im just over-protecting myself. questions spinning round and round all over my head.. yet i know some things we must use our heart to feel.. are they true? they might not say out.. but when u sense it, its really not a feeling tt is good.. its really bad.. maybe talking out seems useless.. or maybe im giving it up giving up our trust bcos im not the impt one that they would want to be truthful to, to share with. bcos they have other friends, which doesnt make any difference if they got me, as a friend. i know the answer. thats why i am still not happy at all. being arnd with them, just makes me increase my awareness and be careful of every word i say. bcos i knw its character, thats y i dunno wad to do.. afraid of offending them.. and once offended, i can feel it.. i am sorry, but i just don't know how to put it in a nicer way. haiz. I just want to stay comfortable, and be me. A happy me.. 00:20 | nf0undz
♥ Saturday, January 2, 2010
HAPPY 2010!! ^^
HELLO! 大家好!!
新年快乐!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR!! ^^ Finally get to see beautiful fireworks this year! WOW!! Its really beautiful!! HEHE! Happy New Year everyone!! Hope everyone enjoyed their countdown.. :D May everyone have a happy year ahead :DD Went to eat at Orchard Central's Victoria Peak! Its a chinese restaurant serving really nice food! hehe.. It was a treat by darling's 大姨 :D 谢谢你 ^^ Headed to somewhere in front or behind Marina Square.. haha.. Very very crowded! There was a road block for the crowd to get over to Esplanade.. aww.. Despite the crowd and warm atmosphere, i had enjoyed myself with the countdown.. hehe! Its been really long since i last countdown in the crowd!! HEHEHE! Was really happy when i see the fireworks with dar and his relatives :D And there.. i celebrated the first second of my 2010 :D Headed to Bedok Simpang for Roti Prata after that.. and there were cockroaches! of course.. haha.. so terrified.. but luckily nothing happen :D Hehe.. I told dar i would blog about my 2010 resolutions! But he say.. resolutions are supposed to be set before the year comes.. hahaa! i didnt know that.. but nvm.. heres mine.. HAHAHA 1. Lose as much weight as possible! 2. More exercise, less junk foods, more sleep =x 3. Stand straight 4. Don't think too much of the "what if" 5. Learn to improve on 才艺 6. Save to buy a piano keyboard, iphone/itouch.. (more to come in the year.. haha) 7. BE HAPPY! Yeah~ I dunno if some of the things in my head is counted as resolutions or not.. hahaha! actually i dun really know the definition for it.. so........... lol please do not laugh at me ah :D  Wish to see Prince one day! Of course, it would be good if i could see the other members of 棒棒堂，超克7 and 黑涩会美眉! Dunno when will this day come.. hehe.. but i believe it will :) 好期待如果有一天能够去看台湾现场综艺节目.. Its not childish.. when the time comes, don't let go of the opportunity if you can, if you have the ability to. Don't regret like how i feel now.. But maybe what's lacking is the ability to.. Haa. Something what i keep thinking about ytd.. dun feel like saying what is it about thou.. Rainie & Love....? 雨爱  YAY! Got all the songs and lyrics already.. hehe! 真佩服我自己阿! :D Had a hard time finding.. Her songs so far all not bad.. haha.. altogether 10 songs.. :D Learning time in the morning ltr ;) Hope to see her again :D Whee.. looking at spree now.. So distracting.. hahaha.. so i shall end my post here now.. Hongkong in March!!! Wheeeeeeee!!! :D Disneyland.. HERE I COME!! :p 01:24 | nf0undz
♥ Thursday, December 31, 2009
Byebye 2009 :D
Hello all!
This shall be the last post for the year 2009! I know i should be positive about the coming of 2010.. But looking forward to the future is something i really scared of.. What would the future bring.. and what i will be doing.. Will everything be alright? 2009 is quite a bad year for me.. All the unfortunate decisions about me made by other people.. Travelling to Jurong East to do programming for full 23 weeks.. Aww Thats a really mentally toturous experience.. But afterall its great meeting Vinson there.. haha Okay.. let it pass.. let it pass :D Hope the future will bring more happiness.. And it will be my graduation year.. And its time to really get a job.. which i hopefully its to my interest.. Guy friends going to National Service.. We will meet new people again.. Nice people i hope ^^ Going to have dinner later at Orchard with darling and his relatives later.. A lot years never see fireworks already.. Hope this year can see yah ^^ In advance, wish everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR!! :D 17:30 | nf0undz
♥ Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Why? Hais
Haiz.. very very disappointed with myself today..
Do you know how much i hate myself at tt point of time? I keep questioning myself inside and how much i wanna cry and hit myself.. to punish myself for being like tt.. how much how much i wanna run away.. In the end, it ended up being pitiful and got sympathy from u all.. really hate that.. really feel like digging a deep hole and jus hide inside there forever, than to let u all c my face at tt time. haiz really feel unimportant and ignored. i make no difference to anyone.. and am still continue being ignored.. do i really suck this much? everything i say and do is just extra.. reached home and quarrelled with big sis and dad.. yah great.. really hate breaking down so easily.. dad, if u are really so unhappy me being with him, why not just ask me to break up with him? i really hate it when im stucked in the middle of anything.. please just stop it.. whether izzit u or my frens.. pls.. really hate it tt i actually think so much and bother so much abt all ur feelings.. i really wish i can just hack everything and just do wad i want.. why didnt i just leave everything? i oso didnt want all these to happen.. 21:27 | nf0undz
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